No matter what season of life you find yourself in, or how strong you are in your faith, we all seek to experience those "God moments". Yet, we often feel as though we have been forgotten, left out, or that we are not good enough as Christians when we don't experience God as expected. In a few words, we feel disappointment. I have felt all of these crushing blows to my being, throughout my journey in this life. I participated in a women's small group and often felt guilty for not feeling as strongly as the other women. Right after I returned from Haiti, last year, I was some-what disappointed that I hadn't experienced a spiritual epiphany. While I wasn't upset with either experience, I was upset with myself. What was so wrong with me that God wasn't interested in having a deeper relationship with me? Heartbroken and confused, I took quiet moments and prayed and reflected on what I had been doing.
One day, with photos in hand, everything was suddenly clear! The smiles on the faces of those I helped were there because of me. While it wasn't about me, it wouldn't have happened without me in Haiti! The friends I made in that small group have been wonderful additions to my life, even if I can't remember exactly what our group was about! The important part of those experiences was that I was involved and available to God, no matter what he had planned. I now try to keep these three things in mind when I think about experiencing my own "God moments":
- God is always with me!
- HE will determine the best way for me to experience Him!
- Keeping an open mind means being willing to adapt and understand that sometimes He may use me to bring a "God moment" to someone else.
~ Genia
Ways to give:
Mail check and/or words of positivity to:
Hamilton Mill Presbyterian Church
C/O: Haiti Fund - Genia Davis
5152 Braselton Hwy
Hoschton, GA 30548
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That was so perfectly said. You have such an amazing ability to express yourself with this blog. It truly is inspiring.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your constant love and support! You build me up, more than you know!
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